my second day on my fast.

my mouth felt weird and I needed some taste and flavour so i decided to eat a tiny bit of trout but to my horror i realised it had like 200 cals in it, i felt like i let myself down so i decided to purge but it would have been hard as it was only a small amount. SO i went on a mini binge, i ate a toasted bagal and a but of choc aswell as crackers and then loads of water so i could purge easiler.

and it did work.

so i feel back on track.

 

i havnt purged in ages but i knew i had to tonight.

 

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I was rather suprised how I totally underestimated how little work i had done for my project but it doesnt particulary bother me anymore.

I took some good advice and I havnt eaten today. so Todays calorie intake... O,  it feels nice to say that. I cant believe Ive gone soo long without a cuppa! 

I wont eat tomorrow but I already feel the beginnings of dizziness. Im catching the bus tomorrow so I will stay in college all day and go to town for a bit and not come home till later so I will fully miss any meals.

The thought of getting ketones makes me happy. My plateu has been mega stubborn! 

x